Monday, October 30, 2006

Chinese - gone gone gone.

i dunno. i mean this is my second time retaking the paper and i am MORE stressed up than previously. i just couldn t sleep . i tossed and turned from 12AM to 4 am. So if your really good in mathematics, i only slept for 2 hours. ):

anyway i think there is this one question where i think the examiner will start laughing because i said something about fat and pretty woman (which is very the out of point ) -.-

Right, B4 ?
i think it is just a candyfloss dream.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

THE OTHER HALF IS ACTUALLY THE OTHER HALF

i am so freakin stress from art. i don t really understand what i am trying to draw now. It is making me work up , in other words, feel like crushing the paper and throw my colour pencils out of the paper and walk into the art room telling Miss R [ Because i am like that ] But she would still give me a A1 because i have a great attitude and i can walk off while the rest paint like crazy

Too bad, Life is not like that.
please wake up , miss CJY.

anyway, i watched the dumb and dumber movie. yes, i should have been studying but what can i say, I NEED A FREAKIN BREAK . the movie is amazingly funny and not as cold as i thought it would be . For eg:

Harry said : I breed a male bulldog with a female shih tzu
Lady said : OH MINE, so what did you call it?
Harry said: Oh, BULLSHIT!

man. i laughed like crazy.

Friday, October 27, 2006

JELLLLYBEANS.

just had chicken rice with deb, her mom and ryan.
hmm, yes mom, i didn t expected that chicken rice would be our nice lunch. GOOD ONE. you SURPRISE ME! :D

i thought it was something grand. so funny.
no la, not trying to be sarcastic here -.-

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deb went home after studying 2 hours at my house.
i revise my biology and did my art.
btw peipei, don t say i skipped school leh.
):

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i am a very the goodest girl (:

CHINESE EXAM IS COMING.
GIVE ME A C5 or best B4 leh (:

Saturday, October 21, 2006

WHAT EXACTLY IS NEAR?

i feel like a felt-touch bomb.
like, don t even bother going near me. >:l

i feel like strangling Huay Wen, Ryan and their friends.
like, their PSLE IS OVER ALREADY.

i feel like making my mother into a television.
like, so there is a mute button or a volume control. >:D

i feel like playing floorball.
like, I HAVEN T PLAYED IT FOR SOO LONG.

i feel like asking her what is her problem.
like, she is doing it again -.-

i am so full of FEELINGS :D

Thursday, October 19, 2006

ORANGECATUS? RIGHT..

-ouch-

now deborah is angry at me.
yes yes, seriously, actually, honestly she is a demure girl in fact.

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MAN.
had my O level practical today. Please God, don t let it be screwed. Everybody studied furiously for titration and IN THE END we were given urm CATION AND ANION? well, in a way you can shout out like YAY, GREAT, WOOOT but the amount of time spend is wasted, SIGH. Hmm, let see, Biology. We were requested to do the Biology first and the moment i stepped in and saw the plants in a beaker of water, i just freaked out.

Investigate water loss, cut the corn into half..
Through out the practical, my hands were having fits. When we were suppose to cut the stem under the water, the blade of the scissors went TINGTINGTING against the beaker. We were suppose to estimate about 1 cm but i was so afraid i would get a paralax error when it does not make a big deal la -.-

Quarantine in the hall made my legs ache.

OH YEAH. THANK GOD FOR ZS.
he confirm with me for the chemistry answer. so freakin happy =]

later had lunch with yvonne at hougang mall.

Right, got to turn in. Mr wong`s lesson starts at 8 tomorrow. And it is supposed to be a holiday.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

POLKADOTCAT.

i am down with flu, all thanks to the lowly-educated indonesian people in Sumatra. Yes, burn more please. Let the whole world die with farmers and black trees, not to mention, being choked too.

you know, i was thinking of locking my blog. i don t understand why people who does not care about you, still looked at your blog. Does it even make any sense? Maybe they haven t even had enough of poking enough of your life. Or maybe they still care ( which is highly impossible-to me) However, the trouble is posting a lock means telling everyone your password and poof, i have no time for that. See the amount of posts i have been missing?

Anyway, i checked out Vevocity yesterday. Let me tell you, my first reaction was OMFG. Seriously, after stepping into the entrance of Vevocity, i really honestly felt that i was in Malaysia. I dunno why. Probably it is because this is SINGAPORE BIGGEST SHOPPING MALL EVER. Have you heard it`s size? If i am not wrong, it is bigger than tangs and suntec city combine together AND 1 and a half time of national stadium. Anyway, we did a quick walk. When i said quick, i meant really quick because after 30 minutes , my mom decided to changed the plans and headed down to Marina Square.

Dinner there was good :] . why? Cause the waiter was good looking :D
Deborah, Huay Wen and I bought clothes from PMK and my mother `stole` stickers from Newbie and Huay Wen love me so much that she gave me a monkey badge that i wanted <3
By the time i came home, it is 12. I was totally knock out.

BTW. Deborah is so two-face la.

When she is shopping, she is all so fun and loving and wild
but when she is at home, she is so grumpy, irritable and explosive.

I just realised it when i stayed over at her house on Friday. I practically got shout at half the time. Man, it has been 15 years and i just knew this? No wonder, Deborah and Ryan are always fighting. Anyway, Hi Deborah :D


HMM. i need inspiration for O level art. D:

And Hello. (:

Friday, September 29, 2006

Someone `s blog post.

this is someone `s blog post. i just copy and paste it.

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sometimes i wonder why do people think they are always right. something i wonder why people don t ever feel that they are hurting someone. sometimes i wonder whether do they even considered about being sensitive and properly stop making fking judges.

i don t understand. i mean she is a xxxxxx teacher. she should understand the difference between mine and hers. is it really the same? hell no . okays i admit i copied the background of hers but it was of a different colour. BUT HELLO, i am doing on XXXXXXXX and she is doing on PPPPPPP. Q took a picture of herself being so stress, stretching her hand out. I took a picture of myself hands to hands, hiding my face because i am suppose to be chained.

i really am damn pissed. First she told me i copied Q for the background many times. (countless) No matter how hard i explain , she does not want to believe me. So i just let it be. Next thing i knew, my teacher scolded me of copying Q photo pose. i was like wtf. this is totally different. this was going too far la. then i tell her i wasn t . i explain what the photo mean and this is what she shut me off with:

{(my name), (my name), you got to be confident in yourself. you can t go on copying people`s work. you got to have a idea of your own, original! why is it you must copy other people work. why can t you think yourself. if you want to go art school, you got to be confident. come on. please la. stop this. don t copy people`s work. you can draw well, (my name). Just that...}

i hated the word chee bai. i hated how it sound, insulting womanhood. but somehow i coudln t stop saying it in my head. i was like omgosh. i was like boiling inside already but she went on and on and on, telling me how i copy people`s work. I STAYED UP FOR MANY NIGHTS, LOSING MY SLEEP , and your telling me the next morning, i am copying people`s work? is this how it go? Similar work = copied. Fine , just give me a U grade. Say i copied.

In the end, i coudln t take it.

NEVERMIND, I DON T WANT TO EXPLAIN TO YOU ANYMORE. FORGET IT.

i said that to her and continued doing my work.
seriously, art school? what has my mother told her? I CAN T STAND ALL THIS PREP WORK ANYMORE, art school? tell me god, this is a joke. anyway, she just gave me a angry look. i coudln t be bothered and it was my first time shouting at a teacher.

And last night, i tried doing something creative like burning the paper with brown edges at the sides and next thing i knew, when i went outside of the art room, i saw Q doing the same thing. Straight away in my mind, i was thinking SHIT.

I am sure she is going to say I copied Q again.
somehow, i am always copying Q, it can never be the other way around.



















is it okay to cry?

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end of someone`s blog post.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

♀ GIRLS RULE.

i had POA MCQ question today.
i had lunch with my friends today.

bye.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

QUIZ.

hey peipei. don t angry with me. i really want to send you the photo but you know that it is nver the right timing :] so boohoo :D wait for me lor! hehes. okays i am quite touched by peipei`s quiz. almost all of them got my name in it :l whether it is in a good way or bad. BUT. she still remember me :D aww. peipei. i love you too la :D

before i go on with the quiz, math paper2 was a killer. Hmm, not everything is a killer. Only section B. thanks hor loh si lan. i dunno wtf is wrong with the graph. some pathetic mutated U-shaped graph. Then later got this physic teacher tell me this shouldn t be the shape but i told her even if one of my calculation is wrong, the points given by the question is not connecting properly either. She also stumped. -.- in the end i spend the last 10 minutes doing some freak culmulative frequency which i supposingly hate it. do i have a choice? both question is like 10 MARKS!

BLAHHS. ROORRR. ARGHHH. BLEUUURGH.

ALRIGHT. quiz time baby!

10things/people i want here RIGHT NOW
lets take this quiz really close to my heart

1. Korkor :D
2. A stack of papers
3. Color pencils
4. Happiness pill :)
5. Lovable Cousins
6. A detector to find selfish people who is creating the haze now.
7. A cure to my sinus.
8. Perfect eyesight.
9. Best friends
10. Party :]

10 things/people i want in MY FUTURE

1. My mother . i want her to spoil her grandkids :]
2. Happy family
3. Best friends
4. Still have a roof over my head.
5. 3 square meals per day
6. A great job- National Floorball player? `HAHA?`
7. Owning a big piece of land!
8. Build a farm :]
9. More time for everybody in my life
10. Sinful food that won t make me fat :]

1o things/ people I MISS

1. Korkor
2. Yi lin
3. Rocky
4. Caramel ):
5. Grandparents
6. Pizza made by micheal`s friend ! :D
7. Lemon baked salmon.
8. Bondi beach in Australia
9. Clean air in Australia
10. Mommy`s tomyam noodles!

10 things/people i love

1. Family
2. Best friends
3. Rocky!
4. Gummi bears.
5. DARK CHOCOLATE.
6. GREEEEN
7. FLOORBALL.
8. Drawing
9. Listening to music :D
10. Taking beautiful photos.

1o things i bring EVERYWHERE I GO.

1. WALLLLLET
2. Handphone.
3. Tissue packets
4. Spare spectacles :l
5. Watch
6. Rubber band
7. Mp3
8. Pen :]
9. Pad? LOL. omg.
10. A bag to hold everything xD

10 blogs i always read -ohboy-

1. mine. -.-

can i don t do this? i mean i hardly update man!


10 people i want to see doing this lame quiz

1. Sandy! >;]
2. Pauline
3. Raquel
4. Deborah
5. Yi lin.
6. Ys!
7. Huaywen?
8. Vk?
9. Simon?
10. My mother?

LOOL. OKAYS DONE, bye.
lulululu.

wow. so long never blog. inactive blog.
wait la. after my Os, i will blog as many times at i want.

now i am just taking a break after countless of stupid math problems. i hope these question won t come out tomorrow. i will surely throw the desk at the teacher`s face. damn it.

now crapping with pauline and zs and listening to soup.
and surprisingly i am quite current with maple . maybe is because i am playing with friends there, making it more enjoyable and most of all funny :D

oh well, i am halfway prelims and sorry to all my friends out there that this blog is sooo not updated esp the links =x.

btw i am wondering who created words like this. For eg: ii lubb euu, euu arre shoX kawaii. i don t really understand. does it in any way make them cuter or dumber? if you are one of these `kawaii` people. please listen to Dan and Young show on 98.7 . At one point of time, they will call themselves the Ong and Leong and they will start acting twittish. It is really funny. after you listen, you will finally realise how stupid you sound. :] like my cousin call them, gayshit. LOL.

okays. that is about it :]

*buaiiiii . muii lubb euu longg tiime!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM + YVONNE

so yvonne. you like your present not :] especially the one shxxxx got for you ! HAHAHA. but the ironic thing is both her parents and us got her the same thing - a watch . BUT OURS IS NICER. :D we celebrate at lejoy`s house and had burnt pizza and sinful chocolate cake. oh gosh. calories calorie calories. lejoy`s dog is cute. i want to uplaod the videos but my father took the camera overseas.

now talking to sandy in souper`s tag box. super weird

then my father brought my mum to this hotel when we can enjoy our lunch from the 70th floor. then when you go into the lift, your ear can actually `block` . HAHA. okays. i think i am the only one laughing. then there was this dao guy. s b dao. i accidentally bumped into him then i say sorry. then he gave me the fierce look. then i not happy i go and punched him!




just kidding. i just not happy and kept my hands to myself.
btw the view was beautiful. serious. i think if you go there, you can see your house from there.

then later went to raffles city and walk around. i saw RAQUEL! thank god she didn t see me. if not she will say to me, eee, who is this ugly girl. LOOL. okays i bought sunglasses and an adidas jacket :] on offer. simon, it is nothing like wei xiang jacket. so don t jealous. x]

Friday, September 01, 2006

if i kiss you.

happy teacher`s day to all the teachers out there :]

okays this is weird. normally i have alot of things to say. anyway i haven t been online for 2 days le. i bought alot of things :D i shoudln t be spending money. i should be studying! anyway for the 2 days that i didn t go online. i been embarrousing myself . wah lau. i never felt my face went so red before lor -.-

went to taka on thursday with deborah. before that had a small conflict with my mom. it was because of art . aiyah. i dunno la. but it is all okays now. anyway me and deborah went to the bag section then i saw this green retro bag. then i was like happy happy swing here swing there. then when i was about to walk off when i realise my bag like got this weird feeling. WAH LAU. is i already put back my real bag and bring the green bag with me. SO @#$@!%%#^. then deborah couldn t stop laughin and all. ARGH#$% #$%#@!. i mean like how silly can i get lorh -.-

then later went to starbucks cause deborah was thirsty . so me and deborah were hanging around the counter when one of the staff talk to us. she was like quite friendly la. so she was talking to me in this angmor slang. then i was the closest to her . so she ask me " where did you come from? " then i say so loudly. " oh singapore! " then both deborah and the staff gave a huh. then deborah said " oh we came from HOME. " sheet. then the staff was like smiling to herself.

i mean like . ARGH. nevermind.

went to tampines yesterday with wen and yi and deb.
as usual embarrous myself again.
):

but i bought new clothes!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

OHHH CHERRY TREE.

sigh. i just had my english prelim. i thought i have written on a beautiful story on PERSEVERANCE. however, no no. EVERYBODY WROTE THAT TITLE ):

hey.
this is not good.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

MANY MANY OTHER FISHEs

argh. my english prelim is tomorrow. i mean like woah, i think time is doing more than flying. sheet leg cramps. anyway i really want to get a B for english -.- to me, it is hard la. but you know the nike mission, NOTHING IS IMPOSSSSSIBLE. but guess what? i am not nike :] i am jingyun. so what is my mission? eat, sleep and play :] -thumbs up-

my mission rocks.

so hmm. how`s life . fine lorh.

anyway i have a tempting bubble on my palm. i got burnt and didn t wash it under water straight away. i guess it was because i was in front of everyone and them. so i put up a brave front and pretend nothing was wrong. wah lau. the pain is just like nothing i never felt before. very hot, itchy and burning. argh. i dunno how to describe it. so now i have a little pop on my left hand reminding me of that STUPID UGLY INCIDENT. sigh. why.

i really want to play floorball.
i really want to play floorball with my old team mates again.
i really want to forget about all that had happen to me.

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there are certain friends i need to apolegise to and there are certain friends i need to thank! and most of all are hugging and loving the certain friends who mostly get me to the uppp-iest of my life :]

moooarks :D

Sunday, August 27, 2006

whatever. i don t give a damn.

i think the creator of humans forgotten something.

The creator forgot to took away the feelings on how human judge you by first impression.

once you got a first impression, you will never change it. like for example, you see a beautiful girl, and all would coo she would be a nice girl, kind , generous, just by her pretty face. you know how fucking irritating is that?

the second thing creator forgotten is to remind humans that they make mistakes.

when you made a mistake in front of everyone, they will start judging you. HAHA, SHE IS SO CLUMSY. HUH, DON T LA. SHE WILL RUIN IT. HEY THIS GIRL, DON T TALK TO HER.
i mean like wtf is wrong with people nowdays? had they never came across the word FORGIVEN? had they never across the word SECOND CHANCE? okays. this is getting on my nerves.


no, i am not saying that THE CREATOR is the blame to the problems of humans. i am just disgusted at my ownself. why is it i have to care about what people think about me. why is it i want to be somebody? why is it i can t be myself? is it because nobody like `myself` ? i can t believe i just let her tell me like that. what actually provoke me when she said, ` jingyun you know what i don t like you, is you react very fast when people say bad things to you`. wth. then how would you react? i mean hello. your first reaction is like wtf. you would be thinking, what the hell would they say bad things about. then when i ask her would you react fast. she could only reply ` i dunno` obviously i was quite pissed la. okays wait. i admit it is my fault. it is my fault that things turn out this way. but why is it people only focus on your weakness? i mean hercules had his achilles heel. i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno. i am so sick of this. so annoyed.

i thought i could shake off the past memories.
but a scar would always be a scar.

and i have reflected.
actually i am not talented at all.


what was i thinking?
PRELIMS.

mug mug mug.
study study study.
revise revise revise.
learn learn learn.
memorise memorise memorise.
think think think.
vomit
vomit
vomit.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

SHEEEPs

if you see more than one sheep in the field, is it called SHEEPS? if you say yes, like sandy would, then YOUR WRONG :D no such word. its okays, don t kill yourself because you got the wrong answer. okays, anyway i like my new skin :] i think is like everytime i get a new skin, it always have something to do with rabbits. why ? WHY?

i dunno. and don t give a damn.

went to do printing in the morning. now waiting for mummy to come home with my mooncake :D am i still to old to light the lantern and walk around my block? or should i just stay fat and eat all the mooncakes i want? or stay emo and look at the moon xD.

no way. i am anti-emo.

anyway i am so so so bored.

Monday, August 21, 2006

JY rocks :D

=o WHAT THIS?
A NEW POST? CLAP :]

okays. i think after sandy see this post, she going to say i am bhb. YAY. so happy for soupers. we got our own radio :] no more kisser-ups, no more HEAD OF DJ, just us. the mushroom.

celebrated my aunty`s bday on saturday. i can t believe i made this cute little boy cried! it was just because he didn t like that i was scoring goals >;l well, later his uncle comforted him by giving me a yellow card which is actually a tissue paper. -.- then i just pretend to cry. gosh.you should see the way he stare at me with that killer look. i mean for a 5 year kid, he would stand there and cry, but he stand there and give me those eyes. i was like so shocked la. then later he took my hand and pretend it was a leash and he ran around me , like hoping i would get tangled and rolled down the slope. later, he tried his jackie chan kick, which he missed and his football tackle slide which again, missed :l . then after the game, he wouldn t talk to me and in his mind is FOREVER NEVER.

OH OH before that. there was this nerd which is actually my distant distant distant cousin. luckily is distant :] he was wearing a von dutch shirt, tattered and torned jeans and a very branded hat. BUT HOR, a bucky smile, a gel side hair, and those thick glasses. argh. argh. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. when i saw him coming in, i quickly pat huay wen`s leg. LOL. then both of our reaction is WTF. okays la. this is bad. but, i can t take it.

huaywen and huay yi came to my house after the party.
and WE MADE A WEDDING VIDEO.DAMN FUNNNNNY. it is only 2 minutes long but when our parents see, is like they think is 1 hour. sians. all dead meat. lao liao.

i haven t played floorball for a long time. sigh.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I AM LAZY. THANKS AND BYE

Friday, August 11, 2006

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